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2004-12-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

Wah lao eh.. sian lo..blogger sucks big time la..i wrote such a long entry bt it din show it at all!! WTH!!! haix...anyway.. alot happened la..bt i forgot wat happened le.. crap la..so long ago how to rem.. ttz y my com sucks!!haha.. haix..muz relax leh.. hmm... so wat happened these few days..

ytd i went for my 2nd polo trainin... wah can die ar..run round the sch den i stopped half way again..think haven even half way thru lo.. haha.. bt its an achievement for me le..cuz i actu wanted to stop earlier on bt i pushed myself to continue.. so at least i ran all the way to SB there.. not good thou.. will be better next time la.. den cut my feet cuz my shoes was rubbin against my feet when i run.. bt not excuses for my poor stamina!!wasn't feelin too well la.. bt will try to push myself to run longer next time..

i love gym and circuit la..althou the circuit was not the actual one bt the leg lift was shiok.. tummy pain pain!!haha.. sadistic wor..hmmm... i do like runnin cuz my runnin sucks..haha.. no determination.. *sian*
den aft tt went Tiong Bahru for BK w IRENES.. i noe aft gym den eat those food no good bt i love it.. so jus eat la..haha.. :p

I was so tired ytd lo bt aft i reached hm,I cant slp again!! WTH!! I slp at 330am lo..stupid..den today wokeup at 10+ to go sch wanted to register for gems bt guess wat..they change the time last min lo..i gave up kallang trainin today to register for gems den now they change.. WTH lo..i made an empty trip lo.. den muz wait till 3/12 den can register.. sure no vacancy le..sian lo.. suck.. den ltr dono go where..sian la..hungry now.. hopefully my entry can be seen ba.. when can i blog again...haix... :(

Moody moody moody~~~

2004-11-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

Sian la..so long din blog cuz com got prob..so much things to say de bt now lost for words..dono wat to say.. jus feelin so damn moody.. so sucky.. LTC was ok la..too much to say bt since it's over den don feel like sayin anymore abt it le..haix.. all i can say is I WAS BIAS in the camp... jus couldn't help it la..jus feelin so moody thruout the whold camp.. was so emotional... was feelin so irritated by her..i'l learn to take things easier in future..haix..

So long din blog and so much happened..I went for my 1st polo trainin on tue and was TOUGH!suppose to jog outside sch bt was rainin so ran up and down ths stairs around dono where..wah..sian lo..suddenly run so much.. aft run we went gym.. i love the gym part.. den aft tt was circuit den hm sweet hm...

Wed went Kallang den our latequeen- IRENES was late again..hahaha..suppose to meet the polo gals at 945 bt IRENES came at 10..hmmm.. den canoe for so many hrs wor..paired up w IRENES den was feelin abit frustrated cuz we both no chemistry one lo..haix..nvm..its our 1st time so i think next time will be better..the only thing i can say is Kallang is very dirty!! can see dead fishes one lo..Eeeeeeeeee.......aft tt bathe den went Watch INCREDIBLES!! Jack jack so cute!!omg...i love him..wahahaha... results out le..i passed everything!!happy wor.. don need forward le..don need take cell bio again le...

ytd actu have kallang trainin bt i din go cuz tired la..den kallang very dirty.. haha..dono la..i think i jus don wana go la..no reason..anyway its optional ma..so can don go...den nua in club whole day wor...

finally abt today..woke up so early to go for meetin at 11!!bt those who went for radio forum was late den meetin started at 11+ 12...sian lo..ended den have to nua till 4+ for polo..so many hrs!! actu wana go polo bt now sian la..i get emotional very easily.. someone said i wont be stayin long in polo den felt so down lo.. haix.. i dono la.. jus moody den now havin 2nd tots.. dono to go polo today or not..will c how... den back so pain... everywhere achin... bt was nice in a way.. sadistic!! hahaha... will i stay long in polo? dono la..i want to stay bt dono la..lost for words now..

tml kallang again den polo aft tt..IRENES don be late again ar..haha
den myb gg JIANRONG's condo... go gym den tennis!! dono can stay over anot.. FISHBALL gg too.. finally can play tennis le..hope it'l be nice..moody moody wor...tml will be a better day... dono when will i be blogin again...*sian*

Goin back canoe polo???

2004-11-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

Ytd very sad lo...cuz little bf vomitted when we ate at Yoshinoya in Great World...he vomitted infront of me den i lost my appetite...haha..den aft dinner, he's so playful lo..i was eatin Ice-cream den he keep callin jie jie & chasin aft me cuz he wana eat my ice-cream...wahahaha... *cute* =)

I did 100pushups last night & 40 situps..althou very little for some ppl bt its an achievement for ME...will slowly increase..

den today went Clementi run again w JIANRONG.actu meetin FISHBALL, IRENES & JASON de..bt FISHBALL overslept!! Den IRENES only received my msg this mornin and tt JASON best,din even msg me!!haha...ran 4 rounds, althou oso very little bt... haix...dono la... =(

wont give up la.. althou feelin abit down aft SOMEONE said something very demoralisin..wahahaha...
bt sld be ok la..i noe myself.. as long as i improve everytime when i run, do pushups & Situps, i'l be happy le...
My aim is to go canoe polo so i jus have to continue trainin, jus slowly improve lo..At least im tryin hard...i can see my own effort... haha... =P

Our greatest rival is always ourselves!!so y compete w others..improve by breakin our own record!!When there's a will, there's a way!!

aft tt went Orchard to shop and watch movie... watched FORGOTTEN... ok la..nice bt lame show...haha..was little touched by the show at the last part...haha...i wana buy so many things!!
hmmm...tml gg joggin again...muz be determined to run more!!
am sad tt i cant go polo trainin this sat cuz of LTC bt LTC only for once so...no choice..
Thanx bei ji xiong for consollin me wor..i felt so much better.. =D
Will be back in canoe polo for the trainin next tue!! =)

to all ppl w dreams====Dreams will only come true if u work hard for it!!so jia you!! =)

hahahahahahhahahahahahahah~~~

2004-11-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today actu wana go joggin w NICHOLAS, HAO HAO, BOTAK, JIANRONG, IRENES & JASON de...bt HAO cannot make it cuz today's IRENE's birthday...

Lao ma..HaPpy BirThdaY!!

JASON din go for joggin and badminton cuz he jus wana go ORchard aft our games..den as usual la..last min msg NICK tellin him I cant go joggin w him le cuz body achin.. den IRENES oso cant wakeup on time so I decided to jus meet her den go for our badminton... hahaha... =D

LAZY ME!!! bt I got do pushups and situps everynite to keep my muscles achin..haha..sadistic sia...I dono y bt I like the feelin when my muscles are achin..sense of satisfaction!! wahahahah.. =p

Tot NICK, BOTAK & JIANRONG will go joggin bt in the end they din go oso..they played badminton b4 IRENES & I reach sch...den I tricked BOTAK sia!!!hahahaha...funny...=D

I was actu in sch when BOTAK called bt I lied and say I still at hm den he was like shocked bt i was already outside the badminton court le..haha..den he suddenly walked out of the court while holdin the hp and he saw me..hahah... NICK was oso with me when BOTAK called and we were laughin like hell lo..WAHAhahahahah...=D

played for awhile den went Orchard aft bathin... Poor NICK cant buy his shorts le cuz all sold out!! den I saw so many sports wear so NICE!!! wana buy bt not workin now.. *sian* will save up lo... wat to do... =(
Jus now jus did 70 pushups.. will do more ltr..bt scared my arms will be very big if i do the wrong way... x_X
Tml gg to jog at Clementi Stadium again..hopefully tml can run more...den prepare for Canoe polo... =)

Sucky Sunday!!

2004-11-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

Today went Queensway w HAO HAO & BOTAK to buy my FBT shorts den so sad lo..went to this shop den bought it for $15.90...aft tt i saw another one of better quality which costs $10!!! haix..so sad lo... den basically jus went round the place to shop for BOTAK's basketball shoes... unlucky BOTAK jus cant buy his shoes today lo..haha.. wo shi bad woman...haha.. =D

was so F***up by my family cuz long story la..jus plain sadness thruout the whole noon... haix... jus sad, sad & sad... ='(
went dinner w family aft shoppin to celebrate aunt's birthday..
had early celebration cuz i'l be in camp on aunt's birthday.. Had so much fun w my little cousin...so sweet~ *cute*
Den aft tt went hm so sian la..

Got so much to write bt no mood to write again cuz aunt was naggin AGAIN!!! *sian*
Haix...ask me to pack my stuffs b4 i go for camp and stuffs la.. always sayin the same old thing...spare me!! =(

Din see FISHBALL and ppl today!!miss u all!! haix...wana buy so many things!!! haha... i like Adidas's sports wear!!nvm..save up... =)

hmmm...tml will be gg joggin in sch w many ppl..haha..not confirm who will be gg bt hopefully i can wakeup on time and hope i can run... den aft tt will be playin badminton!! =D

where's my body??!!

2004-11-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

Last nite wanted to slp bt cant slp wor..cuz i noe today muz wakeup early so was tryin to make myself slp..in the end it was worse..i couldn't slp at all!! den i was doin
sit-ups and all sorts of stupid exercises to make myself tired..haha.. =D
managed to slp bt din reali slp well.. haix.. muz slp early ar or else will grow fatter le!!

Wokeup and was achin all over..oh my god..felt like this's not my body sia.. where's my body??!!haha..butt was achin too!!all cuz of the badminton..
or rather, im jus plain weak..haix... *weak* ='(

Actu meetin BOTAK, JIANRONG & IRENES at 10 bt i was late..
haha..as usual... =p
JIANRONG reached Clementi MRT station at 930am...aiyo.. so early wor!!!
BOTAK reached dono at wat time bt he was earlier den me..haha...
in the end JIANRONG waited for one hr plus b4 i reach..haha.. bt i was not the latest wor..someone came at 11 i think...and that our late queen-IRENES!!! poor JIANRONG...wahahahaha....

SORRY WOR!!! =p

Den went buy drinks b4 we went Clementi stadium to jog... i actu wanted to buy two 100plus bt was tempted to buy coke...i gave in to temptation and i bought a bottle of coke and a bottle of 100plus.. IRENES bought root beer and 100plus...haha..crazy rite..go joggin den drink coke... =p

wanted to jog at least 8 rounds..crazy me..over-estimated myself.. i cant even finish three rounds!!haix..i consoled myself by sayin tt it was all bcuz of the coke bt deep in my heart i noe clearly tt it's me and not the coke la..haix.. nvm..im not determined enough.. will not give up so easily..will train harder..jia you to myself..haha.. =)

den rushed back to sch to bathe den watch the canoe polo (gals)...they'r all very gentle la...bt i was told tt they still dono how to turn their canoe back when they capsize..die.. if i join den i dono how to turn my canoe back den i sure no confiden to chiong for the ball one.. cuz i scared i chiong den ppl push den i'l die in the water..haha...OH MY GOD..im thinkin too much le..haha.. bt scared la..haha..
may god bless me!! wah..tt NICHOLAS hor so diff aft polo one leh..keep suanin me today bt i jus keep quiet cuz no mood to say anythin.. haix.. =/

Den aft tt went bugis to meet FISHBALL w PIGGY GARFIELD, BOTAK,JIANRONG & IRENES cuz she meet up w her friends in the mornin for breakfast..den went to see shorts and top for canoe and oso lookin for lappy's cover for IRENES... aft tt jus basically shoppin and walkin around.. bought cheese sticks..nice.. *yum*
had dinner at 1+am again.. fat!! fei shi le... hahah... =]

SPorty Day!!!

2004-11-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today wanted to meet FISHBALL at 1 bt was again late cuz Raining la... i noe it's no excuse bt... haha... =x
SORRY FISHBALL!! =p

Den was so paiseh when i reached the MRT station cuz i dropped my "um-bear-la" twice!! oh my god.. -_-"""""""
den ppl was lookin at me like i got prob lo..
haha.. keep droppin my "um-bear-la"... den aft tt went FC5 worse!!
i dono how i walk den i kicked my "shoes" out den i have to walk to get my "shoes" back... ppl saw lo..i have to act calm sia.. stupid!!hahah.. =D
Went Co-op den was like laughin w FISHBALL lo..stupid day!!

Den went club met NICHOLAS and HAO HAO, they playin the dono wat game..haha.. Den waited for FISHBALL to meet ZHICHENG to hand up the Proposal thingy den went play BADMINTON..so long din play le!! 10 yrs i think... meet up w IRENES den we were playin badminton till 5+... hand achin wor bt WAS fun!!!I played w NICHOLAS and i think he wana die le.. hahaha... cuz i made him run here and there... BT NICE GAME NIC!! next time play again k... haha.. den wanted go gym bt close so went bathe den went to see the canoe polo... till 8+ i think den go hm le..

XIANGWEI was online and I MISS U XIANGWEI!!!

hmmm, tml will go joggin w BOTAK, IRENES & JIANRONG at CLementi stadium...haha.. hopefully can run more..hahah.. k la..will blog more tml...tired day bt fun!!!

Day spent w little BF... cute

2004-11-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..today wokeup at 1+ or 2+...not sure..forgot le..wat a nice slp... haha.. =p
Den went aunt's house at 5+... spent the whole noon there till 10+ before uncle came to fetch ah ma & me hm...

FISHBALL Went to bugis today to take her proposal thingy den i actu wana go de..bt she gg aft 5 den i scared too late la.. cuz gg aunt's house ma.. so i din go w her.. SORRY FISHBALL!!! =p
Next time go w u k.. =)

Sian lo.. two cousins went swimmin din ask me along.. i wana learn swimmin one lo!!
Wat a shame, so old le still cant swim..haha..will learn it soon... soon... soon...=D

Quite a sian day la..whole day jus played w Little Cousin-Cazper... wat a cute name for a cute little boy...haha.. Cuz my other two cousins went swimmin w their father leavin my aunt and Cazper at hm...he was SO cute cuz was callin jie jie for the whole noon..askin me to play w him.. pullin me to the room to play balls w him... haha.. den had dinner at aunt's place b4 i went hm... cant bear to leave little cousin wor.. haix..nvm..will see him again myb this sun..

Hmmm..tml will be playin badminton w FISHBALL in sch.. myb if can we will oso play tennis.. din get to play tennis b4 so tot of tryin.. actu wana go joggin tml mornin bt....... haix..FISHBALL very bz la..haha.. hopefully can lose some weight tml..
hahaha..... =x

WWOOOOOOOOOooooowwwwwww

2004-11-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

Another boring day..
Went sch for meetin at 10.10am thinkin tt i was late but actu the meetin is at 10.30am!!!! WAHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............
Was the earliest there besides RACHEL & ZiQing who were there at 9... Meeting abt the Chalet... den was talkin abt all the details..Wah...Aft tt was hell cuz nothin to do..

SOme PIGGY GARFIELD din go for meetin cuz overslept!!hahaha... =P

Aft meetin was SOOO hungry den met Jason for lunch at FC2 w RACHEL...
Was talkin abt XiangWei's chalet...
Den tt GARFIELD slp until 1+pm wor.. tot wana go Bugis shop cuz GARFIELD wana buy bag den aft tt he said to tired to travel so far.. -_-"""

So stayed in sch to learn HTML again to improve my blog... Did quite alot today abt my blog... haha..fun... was chattin in sch lib usin the webmessenger..slow lo... =x
Den He called me again!! fan ar!! ask me y i don pick up his calls.. Crazy!! y must i pick up his calls, he's only a fren.. call me everyday lo.. haix.. (x_X )

Came home den was searchin for my Sea Sports Club membership card cuz i rem tt i had it bt dono throw where.. FINALLY i found it bt it expired le.. so guess have to renew it or reapply it again le..haix.. Tml Holiday wor.. Myb Meetin my best frenz - XIANLI & CHRISTINE...

Wah..will go gym train up and go joggin le..muz be able to run at least 8 rounds b4 i go back canoe polo le..im too slack le.. now too weak to go back.. Will train hard den go back..hopefully by the time i reali go back, i'l be able to mix w the gals there... *pray* (-_- ) im a slow learner!! *die* (x_X )

A HTML day~~

2004-11-10T02:16:00.000+08:00

I had a html day today..wow..or rather yesterday la.. had a HARD time lo..all the codes and thingy can kill me ar!!oh my god!!
Was totally blur abt all the codes' stuffs... luckily i have
RACHELto teach me all the codes!! THANK YOU!!! =D

Went sch so early today for welfare meeting den was shocked to see so many ppl there waitin for me at DOver control station!!SORRY people!! =P
if i know so many people will be waitin,i wld ask them to go for the meetin 1st..
Anyway was jus a usual meetin la..discussin abt what other events to hold and stuffs den went makan w them before goin to the lib for my HTML lesson..haha.. =)

i took JIAWEI's "kuku" spects hm... haha..im tryin to salvage his image b4 it gets ruined by the "kuku" spects... haha.. =p

Took it hm and i'l wear it to club tml for another EARLY meeting!!10am!! hopefully i can wakeup on time..nowadays cant reali slp at nite till 5+6 am!!aiyo.. SAVE ME!! Becomin panda soon..haha.. met up w NICHOLAS in the lib before we went hm.. RACHEL funny wor..went all the way to Pasir ris to celebrate her fren's bDay bt in the end she went home cuz of long waitin time den now she's sick again!!

Haix.. i suddenly have the urge to go back to canoe polo wor.. haix.. had this tot long ago bt jus dono how do i join back.. keep whinin and complainin to RACHEL..haha.. so sorry!! =P

Aft i came home,i was like searchin for every bits of infomation on canoe polo and the rental of kayak at the sea sports club..haix.. WANA go kayakin bt when can i go?! haix.. moody again.. miss kayakin...hopefully aft slpin will brighten up my day... =I

Myb jiawei's rite, I shouldn't join canoe polo la... cuz i so weak.. canoe polo doesn't accommodate weaklings like me...haix... *sad* *sian*

ANother Movie outin...

2004-11-09T01:56:00.000+08:00

Sian, sian, sian...
haix..today went Cineleisure wanted to watch incredibles BT its not out yet..
so watched DOLL MASTER instead.
Was a okok show la..at first find it scary bt aft tt not as scary anymore.. RACHEL was so scared cuz she was sitting jus beside IRENES and me!! haha.. =D

I was scaring her all the times thoughout the movie and she was so scared..haha...
was fun la..haha.. =x
den we were walkin aimlessly again around ORchard..Sian..din do much today la..
was kind of moody aft i get home..not sure y..
jus feelin empty..

Tml meetin at 10am..hopefully my mood will be better aft slp.. hope i'l not be late..
stupid mood!! *moody* *sian* *haix*

Beautiful Sunday??

2004-11-08T02:26:00.000+08:00

What a humid Sunday!!
Slept at 5+ again this mornin and woke up at 3+ in the noon.. 10 hrs of slp...
wanted to pract on the flute i Borrowed From FISHY bt the weather makes me slpy again..
haha... im jus a born slacker... Finally will be able to see my "little boyfriend" ltr..
My little cousin la..such a cute and sweet little boy.. *sweet* =)

MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!
Din get to see him for two weeks le!! cuz of my Exams!!nvm,will wait till he comes den will play w him le.. wondering Wat "performances" he will be havin again... haha.. hmmm,will blog more tonite on his "performances"..haha... =D

Hmmm.. So much to improve on my blog!! my tag board, my profile and more!!
Rachel u must teach me more le.. =P
Btw, guess wat.. My ex keeps callin me again... Oh my god!! How?? Dono wat he wants!! So long din contact me le den y suddenly call me now? Den he was like talkin abt our past.. Crazy...

Hmmm... back to bloggin..
cousin is so CUTE!!! the moment he came, he point to my com and i knew tt he wana listen to "tuo diao"... haha.. =D
As usual, he was dancin aft listenin to the song..
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.................. everyone was laughin at his moves.. so CUTE!!! *cute*
but the sad thing was tt he's sick!!so sad.. havin Flu!!
den see him sneezin so heartache... *pain* ='(
Hope he'l get well soon!!

Haix... he called me again... scary... he said he lost my hp no and wants me to give him again bt till now haven give it to him.. dono whether to give him.. if i don give, he'l call my hse!! haix..
don care la.. this world full of crazy ppl!! haha.. =x
tml dono whether to go back to sec sch band pract anot.. so early lo.. 8am!! don think i can wakeup on time la..haha..will see how la.. i want A TAG BOARD!!! aft tue.. RACHEL will teach me!! k la.. sld be slpin by now bt im still here.. not tired.. jus plain bored!!

What a WELfare Outing

2004-11-07T03:20:00.000+08:00

Wah.. another welfare event.. jus a small movie outin but in the end we din even watch it..
Wanted to watch Doll master bt so many negative feedbacks..
so in the end jus played pool at Lucky plaza.. i think we had four pool tables..
WOW!! so many.. the gals were bored.. no chance to play so RACHEL, IRENES, SHARON & ME booked another table..wow..nice game..haha...
Fishy,u musn't give up easily!! =)

At first was watchin the guys play and JIAWEI IS such a PRO!!!
oh my god.. his playin was fantastic!! now i feel tt i reali sldn't play pool..haha..
reali cant stand him sometimes, always havin tt "hao lian" face whenever we praise him..
haha.. =x

Aft pool wanted to watch incredibles BUT SOLD OUT le..
must catch it sometime next week.. heard tt its a funny show..
wah den aft tt nothin to do and we were jus walkin around doin nothin..
haix.. was so tired.. and BORED...
it comes to show tt we muz always plan well so as to reduce time wastage..
Haha.. haix... basically today was a nice outin la.
bt some ups and downs la.. haix..don wana talk abt it.. jus let it pass..
hopefully things will be better next time.. hopefully.. *pray*

XIANGWEI flyin off to korea soon..we will miss u!!
Thanx JIAWEI (Bei ji xiong) for the ice-cream!!
holidays now,dono when will we meet again.. ='(

~MY Very 1st bloG~

2004-11-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!! bloggin is so tough!!
wanted to have "crappyworld" as my add but was taken,
so i tried "mycrappyworld",
AGAIN it was not available.. haix..
aft tryin and tryin AND tryin............
FINALLY my very first blog...
reali hard work wor.. dono how ppl can create more den one blog and not complainin...
Rite BALLY? haha.. so free wor.. have so many blogs..
hmmm... yesterday wanted to creat this blog but was lazy!

startin from yesterday, went cineleisure and watched Princess Dairies II..
A very nice and sweet show.. *so sweet*
wanted to watch House of the dead but its M18!!
nvm.. another 9 more months..very fast one.. =P

so wat to write for today? or rather yesterday..
intended to meet Jason & Xiangwei at 12pm BUT i was late..very late..
Jason msg me sayin he'l be late so i thought can take my own sweet time..
reached sch at 3plus.. late queen..

"Im never late, people are just early"

haha.. CrapPy.. reali should have crappyworld as my add..
nua in club till 4 plus after Irenes came den went to Clementi to play pool..
i can never play pool.. oh my god..
took SO long to complete my game with RACHEL..
and i ended it by hittin the black ball.. luckily.. haha..
next time muz pract it ourselves before playin with them.. haha...
den met Xiangwei's fren- Nicholas... another nicky..
another pool pro.. soft approach.. nice one..
long day today..went home after eatin..ok la.. enjoyable day!

Tml movie outin again... watchin doll master...
hope it's nice.. cya peeps...